Now & Then
Meg Murray

no way to turn back now
wish i could start again
how would things change
would you still remain

trying to exorcise demons
who know me too well
suffocating a tormented little girl
who has a lifetime of pain
to tell
a kick when you're down in this life we lead
in this penthouse hell

too cruel for them to stand
too many seek to escape this place
why cant you just hold my hand
together we have pain to trace

you but only in my dreams
over and over
i conquer all of the anguish
you put me through
i win
until i face the fact that all i have ever done
is run

do i ignore you or
do i patch and mend
my intentions

want to leave
you
here
now
want to leave
me
there
then